The third and fourth ones were, Vicki. Here's the updated, again:

"It's always such an -------------. Having to do ---- with -------. It's like announcing to the world that you lack the ----- and the ------- to deal with the problem more creatively. I mean, there have been times, naturally, when I've had to have ------ ----------, but it's always -------- me. I've always felt like I've let myself down somehow."