Hi Queenie

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It sounds like you are going through a lot right now. Please be kind to yourself; try to take at least a little time each day to do something relaxing, refreshing, and fun. And remember that with a lot of what you are doing, there are no hard deadlines. (What isn't improved with your house or writing today can be improved tomorrow.)
Your mental and physical health are more important than a house or a book.
Take care of yourself,
Lynn