
somehow I don't think Clark is really listening.
I’m not sure what I should do. I mean, I know what I should do.

If she knows, then why is she even asking Clark. This makes no sense, especially to him.
This is a once in a lifetime opportunity that I will never get again.
Clark:To marry? To marry a rich man?

Clark should really ask her directly.
Although, it really does seem she is saying "this is my one chance to marry, if I say no, I might never get another chance". At least based on what Clark knows.
I know how I feel about him and what I want to do.

because Clark does not cut in with "how do you feel about him?" and "What do you want to do".

at Clark's stupid rush assumptions.