Hi Carol,
Don't worry, we do have a Plan B available: our Archives:
Gfic: lcfanfic.com
Nfic: nfanfic.com
I recommend checking out Wendy Richards, Nan Smith, ML Thompson, Sue S to get you started.
There's also the Fifth and Six Season collection of stories.
And The Ultimate Drug by Hazel since you mentioned your addiction
Also, yay for this place still attracting new victims, dem readers
Michael