Chapter 8
Glad I'm finally able to get back to reading this story!
Meanwhile, Lois continued searching the apartment for clues. She listened to the exchange between her husband and Ultrawoman and realized she wasn't at all jealous of the special connection they shared. She didn’t feel threatened by their relationship. She realized that all her insecurities and anxieties had vanished when her body was split into two. Ultrawoman had inherited the powers but also all the "negative" aspects of Lois’s personality—the Lois who needed reassurance, comfort, the Lois who was starved for love, the Lois she was before Clark. Meanwhile, Lois retained her confidence in herself, in her relationship, and in her husband. She understood that she hadn’t lost anything in this duplication. If they remained this way, Lois would hardly be affected. Sure, her husband wouldn't be "super" anymore, but that was almost a plus—after all, she wouldn’t have to share him with the world. She’d still have her job at the Planet, alongside Clark, her social status, a "normal" life. But Ultrawoman wouldn't be legitimate in the job she had devoted her life to, wouldn’t be able to go out to dinner with Clark; in short, she would be excluded from her own life. No wonder she was terrified of the situation.
Ultra Lois has every right to be terrified! Lois and Clark have a life, but she is only living as a superhero and pretty much nothing else. For some reason this story reminds me of Labrat's excellent fic,
Masques. If you have not read it, please do. Amazing story.
I noticed earlier that Ultra Lois does have all of Lois' negative aspects. Let's hope that as time goes on she is able to rein those feelings in.
World War II? The plot thickens!