LLLovesCK, I hated reading what you wrote. Colleges have Disabilites office, that if you qualify they will offer many accomodations for what you have problems doing. My son has brain cancer. He can take his tests in the Disabilites office. He will take 3-4 hours to take a one hour test. It has taken so much stress off of him. Other help he could have but doesn't use is books on tape, teachers notes, another students' notes, there is all kinds of help. I hate seeing you putting yourself down. Even just one course a semester, you may never get to your goal but you have something to work for.
Sue
